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Post by thimbles4JerBear on Sept 4, 2005 2:46:26 GMT -5
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Post by thatswhatgirlsdo on Sept 7, 2005 12:28:29 GMT -5
After Jeremy had gone, Hilary sat down on the stairs, wiping away the tears that were about to run down her face. She wasn't really crying because of what Jeremy had said, she was crying because she was angry and disappointed. Angry at herself for being mean to him, the only person who seemed to treat her right, and disappointed with him for reading her notebook. 'He lied straight to my face' she thought and shook her head. Actually, he'd never told her that he'd read the book, in contrast, he'd told her he didn't but it was clear for her that he did since all the things he'd said about Jason were true...and exactly those things she'd written into it after his death. Plus she was confused by all the things that were going on inside her. Just now she really was missing Jason. He would have known what to do. He'd always given her advices and no matter what happened he always would be like: Don't worry darling, everything will be fine....and in the end he always turned out to be right. They had been friends since Hilary's eight birthday where a friend of hers had asked her if she could bring her cousin Jason to Hilary's party. That was the first time they met and she remembered how they immediantely got along great with each other, he was a really funny guy, also very smart and a little bit of a freak...'In a very cute way' she thought and a slight smile appeared on her face. From that day on they were pretty much inseparable. They spent all of their time together, just doing what eight years old kids do usually. It seemed as if nothing could tear them apart and no matter what happened they always kept together and this bond just kept on getting stronger as they got older and in fact, even closer to each other. It was about five months before his suicide when they both realized that they were feeling way more for each other than friendship. Since they didn't want to risk their friendship, they decided it would be better to keep on being only friends, even though none of them really wanted that to be it. Trying to get over Jason, Hilary began to date Scott, and thats where all the trouble started. On the beginning he was really sweet and friendly, he seemed to be every girl's dreamboy, but that didn't last too long. After they'd been together for about five months, Scott began to get really angry everytime he saw Hilary and Jason together. It was nothing new for her, she knew that he was a very jealous guy, but that kind of jealousy was new. Scott started to get really agressive and even got rough, demanding that Hilary stopped spending her time with Jason. On the beginning she did what he said because she loved him and didn't want to hurt him, then, when their fights and his fits of rage got worse, she only did it because she was scared of him. Of course Jason knew that there was something going on and he tried to warn Hilary and told her she should break up with Scott. But she knew that it already had been too late, she already was too scared of him and what he would going to do if she'd break up with him so Jason and Hilary started to remove from each other a little bit until Jason oviously couldn't take it anymore, told her he loved her and asked her to be with him. Hilary, scared and insecure as she was, told him she couldn't do it because she loved Scott. She didn't tell him her real reasons because she knew that Jason what do something stupid if he knew how Scott treated her.
From that day on everything that had been between than seemed destroyed. It was painful for them to see each other so they tried to avoid it as good as they could just until that one night where Scott had beaten up Hilary very badly and Jason found her lying on the floor unconsciously. Knowing that he would have to be there for her, he started to spent more time with her again and all the trouble started again....and then....it just happened. Hilary never really knew why and now she probably never would but he commited suicide....
Slowly Hilary got up and walked upstairs to her room where she opened a small box which stood under her bed and pulled out a picture of Jason and a piece of paper that were lying on top of it. A day after the police had found his dead body next to a gun, one of the police men brought her this piece of paper which was obviously the beginning of a letter, adjusted to her. It went like that:
"Dear Hilary,
I'm writing you this because there are things I need to tell you and I know that I won't have the guts to tell you these in person.
You know that you are the most important person in my live, I've never felt what I feel for you before, I love you more than anything else.
I think it's better if we won't see each other again though....I know that this will hurt you probably as much as it's hurting me but trust
me, it's better for both of us bec-"
Then it just ended. Nobody knew why. It just did. There was no date on it so nobody knew when he'd written it. They guessed that he'd written it a few days before he comitted the suicide, Hilary didn't think it made any sense but since she didn't know anything more then they did, she had stopped thinking about it. A sad smile spread across her face as she looked at his picture in her left hand. Jason had been a very good looking guy. Light brown hair, tanned skin and piercing green eyes which used to flash up everytime he got excidet about something....
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Post by Arwen07 on Sept 7, 2005 16:00:20 GMT -5
Aww that so sad bout her friend. I'm kinda thinkin that jason didn't commit suicide...scott KILLED HIM!!! But that's just my assumption. lol! I know i think 2 much. lol!
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Post by jeremysgrin on Oct 10, 2005 18:21:21 GMT -5
This is a wonderful story!!  I just recently read it. If anyone wonders where the rest of the story is, it's being posted on the Jeremy Sumpter IMDb.com board. |
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Post by Arwen07 on Dec 12, 2005 20:57:34 GMT -5
Chick where are you!  ??!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!! I just now saw that u haven't finsihed the story! Please post more soon! |
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Post by jeremysgrin on Dec 12, 2005 22:08:59 GMT -5
Arwen07, Sabrina isn't posting the story over here anymore, she's posting it over on IMDb.com on the Jeremy message board. Do you have an account over there? If you don't, you can sign up for free. The story has gotten so good!!!  |
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Post by Arwen07 on Dec 13, 2005 16:12:38 GMT -5
oh kool. I didn't no that. Thanks for tellin me jeremysgrin. Why'd she stop postin on here for?
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Post by jeremysgrin on Dec 13, 2005 19:06:16 GMT -5
You're welcome. I think she decided to post over there because a lot of the people that go to this board go to imdb.com anyway. You're about 2 months behind in the story.  |
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Post by thimbles4JerBear on Dec 26, 2005 2:31:59 GMT -5
Hey I love it...post more soon
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I just recently read it. If anyone wonders where the rest of the story is, it's being posted on the Jeremy Sumpter IMDb.com board. 
??!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!! I just now saw that u haven't finsihed the story! Please post more soon!
